Working in the Dark

A couple months ago I looked out our kitchen window above our sink.  And there, to my dismay, was a tunnel web built by a hard-working spider.  The web was between our window and the screen.

Now spiders and I don’t get along too well.  Yet, despite my instinct to get rid of that spider and his web, I had a degree of respect for his hard work and so I let him stay. 

He was very industrious.  He built his web larger and longer as time went by.  One recent day, as Gary worked outside, he decided to use his blower to get rid of the web and hopefully the spider.  Good-bye spider.  Time to go!

But the next morning I went to the window and there was a fresh new web.  That spider had worked during the dark night to rebuild his web and start over.  Impressive, I must say.

I thought of this as I remembered a devotional I had read not long ago from Streams in the Desert.  The author talked about how the children of Israel came to the Red Sea after God led them out of Egypt.  Their situation seemed hopeless at that point.

But God sent a strong east wind all that night and caused the sea to part.  He gave a cloud that provided light and led the Israelites through the sea on dry land.

All seemed lost, but God worked in the night.  The dark didn’t stop Him.

Our dark times don’t stop God, either.  We may not see what He is doing but He has not quit working His best in our lives during the dark times.

In fact, it’s during those times when I can’t see Him working that my trust in Him has grown. 

I don’t have to see His work to trust that He IS working. 

If my trust depends on my sight, then I’m not trusting Him.  I’m trusting what I can see. 

In the morning, I saw how hard our spider worked during the night.

Likewise, someday I’ll see how hard God has worked in my dark times.

“For You light my lamp; the Lord my God illumines my darkness.”   (Psalm 18:28)

Two Cookies

Every Thursday, Aaron and I deliver for Meals on Wheels.  Yesterday we walked up to Rita’s door.  Aaron held the bag of food and saw through the storm door window that Rita was slowly making her way to the door, stooped over her walker.

She paused before opening the door, though, and reached into her pouch attached to the front of her walker.  I could see her hand working to grab something and when she removed her hand, I saw what she was after.

Two cookies.

She then unlocked and opened the door, a big smile lighting her face.

“Here,” she said.  “I have a cookie for Aaron and for you.”

She handed us the simple cookies.  Aaron and I thanked her as she and I talked about how we love plain cookies with no icing or added ingredients. 

Her simple act filled her with obvious joy, and it did the same for me.

Rita doesn’t have much but she gave to me and Aaron from what she had. 

It reminds me of the widow’s mite that Jesus commended as the greatest gift given on the day that so many were making public displays of their large gifts.

Here was Rita, in her simple house handing us simple cookies.

And I was simply blessed.

Blessed and touched much more than if she had given us a big box of expensive decorated cookies from a popular bakery.

We can all do this every day, you know.  We can hand out small acts of kindness that touch people’s lives in ways far more lasting than the big things we often consider to be more meaningful or impressive.

I can find those kindness ways at the grocery store as I offer to take a cart to the drop-off for someone elderly or handicapped…as I smile at people…as I let others go ahead of me…as I chat with a lonely person while we examine the eggs.

And let’s not forget the biggest way that we can impact someone.  We can pray for them in the solitude of our homes.  We don’t even have to be mobile to exercise that most precious gift of God…the gift that God delights in and will honor in both your life and theirs.

Opportunities are all around us to be like Rita, to give of what we have in ways that are sweetly touching in someone’s life. 

Have a very blessed weekend! 

I hope you share a cookie or two with someone!